@kmakm My dear friend!! I haven't been online for a while as trying to recover from my latest op but I have been thinking of you all week & i have been saying a little pray for you each night as i remember that tomorrow is your day! So I jumped online today to send you a message & to say I have been thinking of you. I'm glad i found this post from you so i could be part of the great gallery of your supporters & well wishers. You are such a strong women inside & out & I know your strength & that of your family & friends ...& us here of course...will get you through. i can't say I know what you are going through as i never had to make the choice you have, but going by your story & the advice from your medical team, you have made the right decision. I know you will come out fighting & even stronger than before & you will know that all that risk has now been taken away from you. I guess it's a bit like me after my latest op of removing my ovaries & that risk has now been taken from me too!! It's amazing reading the stories on here & learning how much the human spirit can rise above & we can come out the other side even more courageous. Your anxiety & nerves are totally understandable but you must have faith in your team & those around you to get you through this time. We will all be here for you too!! I wish you strength, love, hope & calm as you prepare for tomorrow. I send you virtual hugs & i can't wait to hear from you & know how well you have come out the other side. Prayers & blessings to you xxxx