Isn't that wonderful that the pre-tests are all being done to ensure that Friday is on track!
We all re-act differently, I wasn't fussed about losing a breast and having a recon although my surgeon said you are a prime candidate for a recon so I did. The surgeon told me before I had biopsy that I had BC and from that moment on it was just a matter of confirming the size and if there were clear margins and arranging surgery. We are all different in how we cope and or grieve.
At the moment your focus is the tests and nesting to ensure you are happy with what's in the fridge, pantry and freezer, it's what we do so when you return home there's some sort of organisation around home. Please take care of yourself emotionally as well as physically. This surgery is for the betterment of you!
Take care, sending you a virtual hug xoxo