@kmakm you have got this. This week will be very difficult I'm sure and may be you and your husband and family have to keep reminding yourselves it's going to be. It's a bit like going over the trenches at the Somme .... the wait, the outer calmness and inner turmoil. The knowing and not knowing. The difference is when you go over the top it's to a better place. The operation will be behind you and each minute will be a step forward to health and normality .... and a photo of your new cleavage in one of those summer dresses. xxx