Hi there @kmakm I know exactly how you are feeling as you know. And @soldiercrab and @primek have summed it up beautifully. I’m so glad you’ve had your big night out to farewell your titties. It’s hesrtbreaking to lose them for sure but you know you are doing the right thing for you and that’s what matters. Are you having a recon straight away love or going flat and fabulous I can’t remember! Either way. Please keep us posted how you go. The anxiousness is normal but you my love have a big set of hairy balls that will kick this mother fucker in the face and you will be fine. If you by chance happen to lose yours between now and then. You can always borrow mine. They are super fat these days and can be loaned out on request. Biggest hug. Margie xxx