Hi @fifik good on you 🌼🌸🌻: acceptance is hard but you’re right about that, such a great space to get to.
I think resting is therapeutic. during radiation therapy and the last 11 treatments (after radiotherapy) I rested for about an hour each afternoon. That meant I could be productive through to early evening.
I decided not to accept invitations to dinner.
I felt a bit self centred but I noticed that if the topic of conversation mattered to me I could stay quite energised, but there was a very low reservoir of energy for discussions that didn’t interest me 😆
Having been quite an outgoing person I was startled to experience what it might be like being an introvert and I began to feel very apologetic towards those of my family who find large groups draining and chaotic!
Having said all that, hang in there - the energy will come back and it’s been a joy to be able to reconnect and engage with friends and colleagues again.