Hi Laura,
Welcome to the site. I have to say if you were trying to give yourself an early birthday present I think you could have chosen something a whole lot nicer!!! ;-) I'm sure that the choice that you make regarding your surgery will be one that you have had considered, debated and ultimately are happy with and that is the main thing. The decision has to be the right one for you, your state of mind and your circumstances. All the best and let us know how you go with your genetic testing and your decision. Take care. Xx Cath