Angry, Upset, Devastated

Sorry for your loss Maryrose....not fair..

I have lost 3 this week, the latest being Sunday night..they were a hot rodding friend, a family members uncle and a friends grandma...But the one that topped it off and made me so angry is a very close family friend who was diagnosed at the same time as me with pancreatic cancer that has spread to her liver....she's 51! She losing her battle, very quickly. I lost my Mother in law to pancreatic cancer 4 years ago..She's now hospitalised. We have been supporting each other through our similar, but very different experiences. She has had two strokes now and She doesn't want any visitors, I am so sad that I can't go to see her, I just want to sit and hold her hand....but I fully respect her wishes...

I hate that this disease strikes so many, often without warning..

Sending you love and light to find the peace your loved ones now have <3 Xx