Hell babe i reckon you are making a difference...
Got my arse Into gear definitely...
Sorry to hear about your recation during Chemo - that would be terrifying ????????
And make sure you kick the 'other half where it hurts the most next time he suggests whatever is happening to you is in your head. Some of them really need that every now and then??
Mine was being a righ jerk 4 days before my 1st Chemo - and it broke my heart back then but thankfully now I realised it was a blessing in disguise as it woke me up to the fact he was not up to being THERE for me when needed so made a decision to go to Chemo alone.
May be against what most advise (being on your own) but then there is no nuisance plus you do get checked up on a fair bit as the nurse knows nobody else is monitoring you so the 1st one (for me at least) was for the best...
And definitely hang in there - I reckon stubborness is the most powerfull weapon when the body tries to refuse obedience ??
Jel.