Hey @Kabash. Getting things rolling along and second or third opinions give you confidence that all the powers that be all agree. It is quite amazing how life can change so rapidly. There are always things to be thankful for but sometimes they get clouded with the fog of doom and that's ok. You just have to keep looking for the good bits no matter how small, hang on to them and build on them.
The after math is a tricky beast as well. Sometimes what things look like to others on the outside are not really what's going on inside. Survivorship is a continuous work in progress. The highs can be sky high and make you feel like you are so strong and can take on anything. The lows can just knock the wind right out of sails and you feel like you're drowning again. Look after yourself and soon you will be on the other side. Do what you need to do to get through.
xoxoxoxo
