Hi Karen,
i just thanked someone else for the tip on the anaesthetic and then realised it was you. Yes, I think you may be right, it definitely could be partially that. And I guess too my life is taking a detour that I hadn't planned on. You get so used to knowing what's happening for the next week, month....and then all of a sudden you have no idea. It feels very strange and unfamiliar to me, I've never been one to adapt easily to change. I was beside myself earlier and just sharing and getting some support has already lifted my spirits. Thank you so much for taking the time xo