12 days since lumpectomy and still no results

Thanks, I’ve been doing a lot of research and reading websites from US hospitals, the Cancer Council website, and this website. Steering clear of anything that isn’t offical. But I don’t know what applies to me because the only results I have from before the surgery were borderline. Even just knowing if it’s spread or not would help me prepare myself mentally. At my first appointment I felt I couldn’t take in what the surgeon was telling me because it wasn’t explained and it contradicted what her follow had just told me. I’d have a stiff drink except that I’m avoiding alcohol.