Waiting for oncologist ??

Thank you ladies for your comments it is greatly appreciated. The more posts I read the more I realise I may just have to try it and see how I go, hopefully I won't be too sensitive to it. I do have a breast care nurse whom I emailed last week with my concerns but I have not heard back from her as yet. I will get onto my specialist on Monday and find out what is going on as waiting is no good when I want to get back to work ! It doesn't help that it is almost Christmas too which I'm gathering will delay my treatment too ?
 Rach I would be very interested to see how your journey goes as it is very similar to mine and at a similar stage also. I'm still trying to understand the lingo everyone is using and figure out how to read the pathology report properly to understand more details of the findings. This is the first time I have even talked about my diagnose in detail as I guess I just didn't think it was real. I just though the lump is gone now I'm all good lets move on. It was the discussion of my treatment that made reality hit me like a freight train. :-(   Anyway talking to those that have experienced the same makes me feel a lot better so thank you all. :-)