@lady_with_green_eyes, everyone on here has just given you the greatest advice, not much I can add. Four and a half years post diagnosis, I can remember like yesterday the intense anxiety you are feeling now. Like others have said in some ways, the intensity of those first weeks and the waiting, waiting, waiting, can be some of the most difficult times. Once the ball starts rolling, and treatment starts you feel a little more in control. Wishing you all the very best with your treatment and the journey ahead. This forum really is a place of great friendship and support, keep in touch here and you will always have someone to offer you a wise and kind word. Nobody understands like those who have walked the same path before you. Take care, big hugs xx
