Waiting for my oncologist appointment is doing my head in

A week or so is not a long time when it comes to the actual cancer. But it can be a lifetime from an emotional perspective. 
Understandably, you want to know what is going on and what happens next. Unfortunately, if we learn anything from breast cancer, it's how to wait. Which is both distressing and infuriating. Many of us get to the stage where we are hissing down the phone, 'You don't understand, I want this sorted NOW!' Which doesn't usually work. The machine moves at its own pace.
Hang in there. MXX