Terrified
Hi. This is my first post to the network, but I really need to vent. I am terrified. I was diagnosed with breast cancer at the age of 46 in late 2014. A lumpectomy, six chemotherapy sessions and 6 weeks of radiotherapy followed in 2013. Three years later and life was getting back to normal. I have a wonderful husband and two young children. Over the last year I have hit the gym and lost 20 kilos.
Then last Friday 1 April my oncologist said that the CT scan I did on 31 March showed something in my liver and in the lymph nodes in my chest. Both are very small. I am terrified that it is secondary breast cancer. My kids are little. They need their mum. I have cried everyday since seeing the oncologist. I am crying now. I have to wait until the next CT scan in July to see what happens next.
How do I get on with life with this hanging over my head? Where do I go to get some support during this time?