Don't worry too much about this Christmas because it will only make next year's seem so much better!! I'm letting everyone else in the family cook this year and I don't feel guilty at all; I deserve a break! I'm happy to hear about your clear scans, and it's also a good thing your next surgery will be before Christmas. Get things sorted then move on to the rest of your treatment with the knowledge that you're doing the very best for yourself that you can. Onwards and upwards! All the best xx Jane.