Hi @tigerbeth
If you are used to being an organised person BC can be the pits. Finding out you are on the bus is stressful and first response can be to try and get a grip on the whole situation. Unfortunately, it isn't that simple.
The bloody goal posts keep moving; no one has a crystal ball so treat any opinions as speculation until there is evidence to prove it. Until you know exactly what you are dealing with, it's all guess work which wastes a great deal of energy. My advice is quietly have a look at your sick leave and your income insurance through your super. Don't say too much until you have a better view of the big picture.
Good luck. Mxx