Glad you've found the sight bc is not easy it plays with every emotion you have and you can give into it or kick back at it. Ask as many questions even if you think they are silly, take someone with you so they can listen too as I think we go into a semi dazed state, but boy it goes past before you know and you see light at the end of the tunnel. Life is never the same but you have found a good place here to talk to so many mind liked women, I used so many people's advice from the sight, they were my other team as well as the doctors. I will never forget my first blog and all the responses I got I did not feel alone at all. Regards adean