Hi Janelle,
If you are on Facebook look up adelaide breast cancer friendship group. We have a online chat and a woman on there has had lobular breast cancer too and may be of help. Her name is Jenny. I had ductal carcinoma at 37 nearly 3 years ago. I had mastectomy and tamoxifen but no chemo or rads. Had recon bilaterally after I chose to remove other breast and haven't looked back! Feeling great now. You will get there too but let yourself go through all the emotions along the way. It is certainly a roller coaster but I feel like I'm off it now.
Take care and lots of hugs.
Sam