Thinking of you, @ChristyT and sending big hugs .... Oh my gosh - what a swag of stuff you've been thru already in such short period of time.
Yep. One day at a time .... if you can, try & have some 'you time' now & then ..... have a go at doing something that you really love doing - I find that if I am kept busy, I don't 'dwell on it' quite as much, as it can be a tad overwhelming. :(
This Bloody disease really mucks with your head a bit too - so feel free to unload here on the blog - we all 'get it'.
Take care xxx