Hi Michellebella, so sorry to hear your diagnosis but glad you have found this forum. Your head must be spinning at the moment! There is just so much to take in at first, all while you are still reeling from the shock and getting over surgery. Everything you are feeling is normal, the loss of control and helplessness. I can't give you any support or information on your upcoming chemo/radiation and port (I had a mastectomy and immediate implant but didn't need chemo) but wanted to welcome you to the forum. But you will find others will share their stories about chemo and radiation and I know you will get a lot of helpful information from women with similar experiences to yours.
You will find the most amazing, strong and supportive women (and men) who have all been where you are. We are here when you need to vent or ask questions. Family and friends are wonderful, but we understand what you are going through.
We have cried, yelled, ranted and bargained - we get it.
You have a lot ahead of you Michellebella but the cancer has been removed and you have a treatment plan starting soon.
Wishing you all the best with the start of your treatment. We are all here for you. sending a hug. Jane xx