@Ro10, I can't imagine how hard that would have been. The doctors keep saying that because only a small amount had spread to only 1 lymph node it is highly unlikely that it could be anywhere else... but it was highly unlikely that I would get cancer... so that means very little to me. They are saying because of the cancer being highly er+ that tamoxifen and zoladex would be the treatment plan, rather than additional chemo, but I have kind of leant towards chemo... to make sure I have tried everything possible for it not to return... it is just so so so hard to know what to do, especially when the professionals are recommending against chemo...
Ah yes I know, shouldn't we all though, so so unfair xxx