Thanks Ally. I am certainly glad you made it through and what a beautiful gift to get another grandchild. I do hear you though I am updating my will and cleaning everything in site (well a bit of this is my planning nature and distraction, but some making sure I am organised for any outcome). I think even being positive most of us probably go to the dark side at times. Like everyone else I will fight with all I have to see my son grow up and hopefully get my own grandchildren. I can’t knit, but who knows, maybe through this I could learn 😂