I've retyped this post so many times I wasn't sure what to say. I got my results today and I feel numb. I've been quite calm, not many tears, but I know it hasn't hit me yet. At this stage, it's early...
Thank you all for you comments. Saw the surgeon this morning. Unfortunately in typical 'ME' style, my case is "complicated" so it looks like a mastectomy for me this Wednesday. It's surprising me that I'm feeling very calm and controlled in my emotions. I know that may not always be the case. My husband has ordered 'My Jouney Kit' and I'm waiting to hear from the bfeast care nurse. Thank you again for taking the time to comment, it helps.