Big welcome,big hug! Sorry to hear you are facing bc on your own.Could family come and stay to help out when chemo is in full swing?How old are your boys?No kids should have to see their mum get breast cancer but they are more resilient than we think.One of my daughters was doing her HSC when I had my first bout of bc.I felt really guilty but she passed with flying colours.I've had bc twice(2003 and 2010) and I'm fine now but I needed a lot of love and support to get through it.Keep blogging back here for support or to vent your fears/thoughts as I think it helps.Tonya xx