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Today specialist advised chemo/radiation - I feel like I am in a dream, is this really happening to me?
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Airlie, thank you for saying it is all a routine now that you are doing chemo... May sound weird but to me at least kind of makes it all not too horrible or overly scary... I think I am disassociating a fair bit due to my allergies and everyone thinking I will drop dead or have a major reaction on the day that will land me in the ICU so easier to gloss over the coming event than to think too much about it.
Having someone refer to it as routine and not being that horrid in comoarison to the 'wait' makes it seem a bit more managable thus less of a "it will be doom and gloom scenario"
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