My Dream fading
I have recently been been told I have breast cancer in my left breast. I was hard to process the news, I clinged on to my daughters had as the tears fell.
The first thought was I will not be the...
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Dear friends,
I am finally over the shock, its been a roller coaster of emotions, thoughts, decisions and fear that have now been replaced with the mindset I have endured 15 years of Domestic Voilence and Survived then I am not going to let Breast Cancer have the better of me. I acknowlege that I will have my ups and down however I wont let myself stay down long.
So two days ago, I looked in the mirror with bare breast and sad thank you and good by to my left breast. I figured that I still live a long life just had to grasp life , holdon and make everyday, momment and second a special one. I will and the universe will help me fufill my childhood dream to singing, paint in Nashville USA.
I have for many years been an advocate against DV, sharing my story publicly through my past work as well as my art. I spoke to organisation and communities. I could do the same with Breast Cancer.
I find talking about the situation I am in has helped me heal and others heal too. when I start talking about what happened to me I found it difficult but as time went on my heart and soul got peace and I realize that it was a situtation I was in that made me miserable so when I started talking about the situation and experience it seem to free my spirit and I became happy enough to move forward and heal.
here are some the interviews I have done over time hope you like them.
http://caama.com.au/the-beautiful-rhubee-neale-shares-her-story
http://www.abc.net.au/local/photos/2011/04/27/3201579.htm?site=alicesprings&source=rss
todays appoinment I sang one of my songs to the Doctor and Nurse. I so love singing. I would been nice to have a Breast Cancer music program, one day this might happen. I found this program online that sound amazing , Tamara uses music as a tool to help other heal from Trauma. I hope one day to work with a program like this http://musicbeyondmeasure.org/our-founder.html . I want to become a music and art therapist.
Thank you all as this site has playing a major role in my mind shift. Thanks to the medical centre, Geelong Hospital staff and support.
much love everyone
Rhubee