Hello Tracey, so sorry to hear of your diagnosis. It is completely overwhelming, mind shattering, frightening and unbelievable at first. We understand, we have been there. These early days are so difficult. I know it seems hard to believe but you will start to feel better and more in control when you see your surgeon and get a plan in place. There is so much to take in at first and things start to move so quickly. It really helped me to use a note book to write down all the questions I thought of between appointments. There are no stupid questions! It can be information overload with the specialists and I always seemed to forget to ask something. Plus it was a good feeling to cross my questions off!
There are so many strong and supportive women on this site. It is a safe place to be yourself - you don't need to put up a front or be strong. Share how you feel, ask questions. You will amaze yourself with how strong you can be and remember, you are not alone. We are all here for you. Keep in touch and let us know how you are doing. Sending you a huge hug, Jane xx