Hi Adrienne, yes it is very scary. I too cried and cried when I found out I had a 15mm right breast cancer and the result was surgery wide excision and lymph node biopsy. I still cry at times. There is so much support out there to help you on this journey. I think I am lucky I had that mammogram and treatment started early. The breastcare nurse is a wonderful help and so caring. Try to take one step at a time. When you have one thing done then .that's over now for the next. Stay positive and remember everyone s case is different but we are all trying to get through this bad dream. Sending lots of hugs.xx