Hello lovely lady....I feel your isolation. I am nearly four weeks post bilateral mastectomy and I waited 4weeks from diagnosis until surgery. I can honestly say to you that it gets much easier once you know all the information. I was a complete wreck thinking that cancer was spreading throughout my body while I waited for appointments and surgery to be booked. Every pain and ache I experienced I convinced myself it was cancer. I have found all the women on this site just wonderful for reassurance and advice. Just look after yourself and ask any questions on here ( rather than randomly googling because you can come across information that isn't correct ) big hugs xoxoxo