It's all happening very fast....

Of course your scared & its ok to feel like that.  I was told by me bc nurse "you've caught it early, it's small and not aggressive so it's going to be OK" too but the way she said it I felt like she was trivializing it.  It might be all those things but its happening to me & it doesn't matter whether it's big or small at the end of the day its still cancer.  Iv had a lot of trouble dealing with just that let alone everything else.  I just really hated feeling like it was insignificant.  Just take deep breaths & take one step at a time.  I was diagnosed late January & had my melt down last week. It took longer than I expected but since Im always the fixer I guess that was natural, I think I was trying to protect everyone else.  But it is happening to me so  I'll cry if I want to.  Could write a song about that LOL

Paula