I have just been diagnosed

Hello everyone! am new to this site.... and new to this blogging... 

I am 41 years old with a new granddaughter due any day now! Think i may be in some denial that all of this is happening and really dont know what i am in for... found this site helpful as i spent all night on google finding out what a biopsy is, different stages etc (scared the hell out of me)

I have been joking, keeping positive and sharing as much love as I can to the people around me who will be affected by this diagnosis... been the hardest thing to tell those you love dearly that you have breast cancer!

Not sure at this moment what stage or grade I am! Not sure how this will affect my life.. find out on Friday and then having the op on the 26th of this month! But one thing is for sure I will beat this! (-;