Hello,
My grandson was born just as I was diagnosed last year. I kept a picture of him and his little cousins on my i-Pod and looked at it frequently in the insane few weeks around surgery and recovery. I found I could stay grounded that way. It was also a good reminder of the power of life and the positive cycle of renewal.
Also, Dr Google nearly did my head in, so I am on a self-enforced ban from using Google or any other site for anything other than research for work. BCNA is my resource and the other women my guides as there is so much wisdom here.
My thoughts are with you.