Thank you @melclarity I am so overwhelmed at the moment and when I woke up this morning I was determined that today was going to be a no tears day!
So I have thrown myself into my housework ( which I have done none of over the last couple of days ) to try and bring some normality back to the kids.
When I went to book my biopsy in they told me it could be a week and a half before I can have it done and the surgeon wants to put a clip in when they do the biopsy to show him where it is I guess???
A week and a half don't they think it is too long???
I sent my surgeon an email this morning with lots of questions so hopefully I will hear back from him soon.
That is my biggest fear fighting it a second time, bloody thing!!
Hugs Jo