Hi @Coco65, I was dx just before Xmas last year and amongst the terror I felt all my thoughts were for my only daughter 15 yrs old . I was straight out with her from day one when the report confirmed cancer the now memories of the tears the flood her face brings tears to me now . I wanted to protect her from this and had no control over it . Fast forward five months I currently have radiation burns been through a mastectomy, then axillary clearance artificial menopause and my daughter couldn't be more happy stable strong and proud of her mummy . She said"mum your not strong , it's what everyone would have to do , but you are an inspiration to everyone' she is my strength. A few weeks back Mother's Day classic she drove me to participate in the walk , I was mid way radiation. You and your family will get through this ❤️