Its the unknowing whats next is whats kicking your butt! Cry when you need to. Look up cancer survivor stories, its actually a very small percentage that lose out.
You caught it and are doing something to get rid of it. You got this babe and you'll kick its nasty ass one day at a time. Dont let it take over your life, keep doing the things you love when you feel up to it. Im half way through chemo and im working the days im up to it. Lean on your loved ones to help you out. You can do this!
I cried for days when i found mine i thought i was going to die soon- but when you get past that first insane weeks of endless appointments and theres a plan in order, it will get easier I promise. Xx