Helen ann.
My goodness I to feel like this, this week as we are very short staffed at work at the moment and I would normally jump in and work with the girls but cant phsically,lift shower the patients, The guilt I feel is terrible I even said to my boss I feel bad as I sit at the desk or walk around to see everyone rushing or doing double shifts. I know eveyone is understanding but its hard when YOU get PEOPLE say arent you lucky work lets you do this , like come in late. IM LUCKY ARENT I HA. I find though I push myself at work when I shouldnt and dont go home when Im stuffed, like Im trying to prove Im still the same or Im trying to give back for all the patience and understanding and time off from work. BUT you know I think we probably are better people as look at us know we question everything and are probably pains in the but we should accept ourselves as we are and think its a cog in the wheel of our journey and we are here.
Adean xxx