And me too ..( meaning your surgery ) My thoughts are with you ..I get my results tomorrow..there's been some delay .. I'm sad , overwhelmed ? Goodness I have cancer? It's surreal really ... Hoping I don't need more surgery ... Seriously though ...what do you do when you rent and have to pay bills ...that's my worry ..people say say don't worry your health is more important...I get that but I need to work....anyway it's all not relevant in the big picture.....I don't like where I'm at and I can't sleep. I'm off to GP tomorrow for some temazepam x