Nice to see you on here.Its good that your appointments are getting made.I know what you mean about feeling excited.Its not the excitement you feel when you are celebrating something good but more an excitement that comes with adrenalin.I think it is our way of coping with everything.There are so many things to be done in the beginning,and your life changes so quickly.Then you will get to the other end,and you have to learn how to cope without all this!!!Weird huh? All the best with your doctor appointments,and your MRI.Stay on here and let us know how,you get on Cheers xxx Robyn