Hi @Sharonb58, this is the hardest bit - just trying to make sense of it all and to learn the ways of what seems like a parallel universe. As everyone here has said, one day at a time, one hour at a time. Try not to get ahead of yourself and please try not to go down into the google rabbit hole - often the information is outdated and not from reliable sources. We are all here for you and you will move through this time. Try to keep busy with anything that brings you happiness - walks, reading, TV. Sending you hugs and cheering you on. X