Hi, I'm not sure how this network works yet so I'm hoping I can connect with some support, but really I want to let out what is inside. I therefore doubt this will make much sense. I went in for...
Thank you @Sister and @kmakm. One hour at a time is the best I can do today. Coming here has normalised things a bit - I don't feel so alone and my behaviour and rambling post may be quite normal after all.