I'm so so glad you feel better about it all. Good luck for next week! I'll keep you posted as to how I go. I've got 12 weeks of FEC (feck!!!!) which is for doses every 3 weeks. Then 12 weeks of one the one that starts with a P that will e delivered weekly. Then supposed to have radiotherapy post.
I got a little hysterical about the drains post surgery, I think I channelled all my stress into freaking out about them. They were uncomfortable and awkward but manageable. The portacath bloody hurt for 3 days but it has settled.
Take care!!
Liz