Dread of Chemo

Hi there

Sorry, but waiting is an unavoidable part of the treatment - it is not possible to predict how you will react (or if it is, I don't know anyone who knows how to!). For a first treatment, it is useful if you have someone (a family member or friend) to go with you and to help you home if you feel unwell. What happens during and after the first treatment will give you some idea of what to expect thereafter, although if you change therapies (I had 3 months of A/C, then 3 months of Taxol) your reactions may change .I don't know if you are living by yourself, or mean is it OK to be home alone for periods of time (ie if others are at work). Again, it depends how you feel. I had no nausea or fatigue, some have nausea but are not frequently sick and have a degree of tiredness, some are badly affected by both. There does tend to be a cycle - you will get to know what that is, and then can plan better as you will know what days you feel better and what days you don't. Take something to do during chemo - whatever you enjoy - reading, crosswords, but something to occupy your mind - it can be tedious, and it doesn't help to sit fretting about what's happening. Most day oncology units will offer you something to eat or drink, but you may want to take something with you - It's another way to fill in time. If your chemo is likely to make you lose your hair, this may occur in about 14 days after you start. Scalp tingling and slight discomfort beforehand is normal. My day oncology had a small range of scarves and hats available (although I chose to wear a wig). It's almost impossible to shake off that dark cloud at this stage, but remember that every chemo treatment is one nearer the end of your chemo treatment, count them down!  Best wishes.