Dilemma over treatment options

@MaryAnnie It does suck, it was absolutely devastating at the time as I had done everything possible and it came back anyway, so left me a little cynical. Oh believe me I had such a hard time with the decision and its only because my Surgeon and Oncologist kept on about it post chemo that in the end I thought, I just couldnt live with another recurrence, it was just too hard on every possible level. The other thing was too I had to have Gene Testing and when that came back negative I knew in my mind I'd only have a single not a double because to me I was fixing something that wasnt broken. Once I did the surgery I was absolutely fine, the lead up was the hardest part emotionally/mentally. Now honestly I still feel like I was and my foob looks like it did sort of LOL. Im really happy with the result, its been a damn hard road the past 6 years but Im very clear in my mind what I would and wouldnt do in the position again. Big hugs, you'll make the right choice at the right time, trust yourself on that.