Hi @Caroline71
The ladies have already got everything covered as usual. I just wanted to say hi and welcome. Sux to be here for sure but you couldn't find a better place to be. Once you know exactly the beast you are dealing with and have a treatment plan you generally feel, not better as such, but somewhat more in control.
One thing I do like to tell people just starting this little "trip" is to take photos and videos. Take pictures of everything normal, fun, silly and family times along the way. That way when you look back over that part of your life it's not all about the cancer.
All the best lovely.
xoxoxoxoxoxo