decisions.....decisions

So hard to make decisions when you feel like you only have half the information....... far out. Final report is in, I haven't seen it bc nurse has but I didn't try to read it over the table. She contradicts what the surgeon said last Friday. I tend to think she was more accurate....I must admit I saw him as an outpatient last Friday and he was going like the clappers. He did however drain my seroma after a four hour wait and 300 kilometres.

I see the surgeon again this Friday after he has presented at the group playfest to hear what the general consensus is about a treatment plan.

So hormone positive on all three tumours, HER negative. On the right IDC grade2 9mm, positive sentinel node. ( only 1 of 1 ). Clear margins.

Bc nurse tells me the left breast would be counted as 1 tumour? Papillary one ( why did she mention micro papillary....) 17mm clear margins. the other is IDC 33mm . Calling both as grade 2, hormone +, HER -. 2 nodes from the sentinel set of 4  positive

Proliferation rate KI67 30 to 35%.

How do I decide....... if I don't really want an axilla disection ?......far out Brussel sprout...... I sort of feel mutilated enough thanks. 3 Csections an abdominal  hysterectomy  and now this....... far out Brussels sprout x 2. I feel like such a hot specimen :(