Can't sleep!

Just reading some of the old and recent posts. There are so many of us it's scary as to why. I'm also thinking I'm in the worst area in Australia for support. I have never been given options or choices, nor a treatment plan on paper. Like so many of you with helpful oncologists and surgeons. I've just been told I need this and that and have followed the instructions. Not once has any treatment been suggested as an option. I have not even been given an official diagnosis. I have read my pathology results from my first operation but haven't seen my 2nd pathology results. From what I can decipher my cancer is much nastier than they have told me hence why the previously invisible medicos are now rushing me to heal so I can start chemo. And this I will do on Wednesday if my dressings come off tomorrow. But of course I will need to have my blood tests to confirm. My oncologist doesn't want to see me before chemo...so boy is he going to have a backlog of questions by my 2nd chemo. I haven't even found out why this type of chemo as opposed to another. It drives me crazy. My GP is fab but of course she is not a specialist in breast cancer so there's lots she cant answer. I am her first bc patient. My nurse at the GP is super too even though she's never had a bc patient before me. So I spose I'll just plod along this week to their tune and hope for the best. I better not miss out on my physio appointment. It's been the only relief so far. I'm curious. Does anyone know the role of the McGrath breast care nurse? If so have you received any help or information from them regarding coordinating treatment or services.