You too Summer. I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling abandoned by the system but I'm sorry you're out on a ledge too.
My husband has been hopeless too and very concerned about how he feels and his future. I've decided that I'd still rather have his help than go it alone. He still annoys me on a daily basis and is only helpful occasionally. Once or twice in 6 months he has surprised me and been thoughtful. It is for those times that I'll hang on to him for now.
Btw don't be sorry, be as miserable as you like.