Breast cancer

Thanks Sue.  I seem t be in a much better place now.  Still hate seeing my bald head in the mirror but am very grateful that I see to be doing a lot better following my second FEC round 10 days ago.  I think I have accepted that the first week will be crappy and  just go with it.  Second week I feel well enough to fuss about bringing my home back  the standard that I am comfortable with and taking the extra burden off my husband.  Third week I plan to get out and about and catch up with friends and extended family.  

I agree that it is better to let our feelings out and this is really the only place I feel I can.  Doing so with family only brings them down and makes them nervous and scared.  I don't want them to be scared and they don't want me to be either.  I think I have pretty much mastered the "one day at a time" and feel quiet content with where I am at the moment.  

I don't feel like life is leaving me behind as I did before.  It is just slower and a little different for the time being.  This is a good time to reflect on how my life was before and decide what I want it to to be like following treatment.  

Thanks Sue for taking the time to encourage me.  I hope you are travelling well too.

Joy xx