hi @TripleTea
it is very common to feel like this .... plus you have had all your hormones removed with hysterectomy and ovaries gone on top of BC
Like Afraser said ask for a Mental Health plan and see a good psychologist who is experienced in Cancer counselling.
I would just cry for no reason .... my teens said I would cry in my sleep but a good few sessions with the Psychologist has seen me come out the other end with my new normal and I am reclaiming my life .... it didn't happen overnight....
you have been on a rollercoaster ride which you didnt ask to join accept that you need to emotionally heal from that.
Hugs
Soldiercrab
